[puddles66]

hello I'm Jacci,
I'm 43 and started this journey in 2000,after three failed adoptions,one private,one independent,and one special needs , my husband and I just needed some time to cry,hurt and then heal.It is so hard to start all over AGAIN!!!But my brother called a few weeks ago he started working for a faith based organization he asked if we were still interested in adopting, it took me by surpize,my heart started pumping and when I asked my hubby what he felt about adopting he didn't give it a second thought!!!YESSS was his answer,since that night we have been discussing the possiblites,getting more and more excited.So here I am, ready to step out on that tight wire once again SCARED TO DEATH!! but always hopeful!! I should add that I'm adopted myself, so I can relate to this process personally,I don't know my birthparents and don't care to at this place in my life but I wonder if any of you have had the same experiances? seems everyone I talk to or run into were placed sucessfully,which only made me feel all the more alone and sadden.We want to foster than adopt.We pray this will be our happy ending this time!!! I know these forms will help us along our adoption experiance part four!!