[Janeytwo]

Dear Mysticpenguin,

You will get no judgements or reprimands from me my friend. I am no one to accuse.

You owe me no apology; nor anyone else here. You are human.

You reached out to other souls when you were in crisis. There is no shame or mistake in that. The hardest person we ever face is ourselves and half the battle in finding serenity is coming to terms with that.

I respect your courage in updating us and I imagine it could not have been easy to do so.

And as I sit here thinking of you I would only say that I have learned a thing my friend. That the road is long. It twists and bends and sometimes it drops steeply. But with each step I take I try to remember that God walks with me and that when I am weary, ashamed, beaten down and afraid....at those times He carries me.

We are never alone.

May the Buddha shine a light upon you and bring you peace.

[cetalley]

MysticPenguin, I am glad to hear from you, and am sorry for your loss. I have also chose your path, along with also the path of relinquishing a child. Do not be hard on yourself, this was YOUR decision, and no one elses is important. Please take care of yourself, feel free to PM me, if it would make it better in finding your peace. I am here, as so many of these others...no judgement, for I would and could NEVER be one to do so. GOD will be right behind you, so when you need a ahnd, and you feel yourself falling....he will catch you...Blessings, and most certainaly...SERENITY, C.J.

[JustPeachy]

(((MysticPenguin))) Just take good care of yourself and know that there are no judgements here. It is not an easy decision, no matter which way you go, and you did what you thought best at the time. You cannot go back and change it, but you can heal. Please find some support for yourself to help you get through this.

[thanksgivingmom]

Mystic, we're still here for you. I hope you don't feel like you need to apologize to us for anything you've done. If you need to talk, please feel free to PM me anytime. ((((((hugs))))))