[susieloo]

Well today my bdaughter turns 29. She is 2 and half hours away celebrating. I'm not there and I feel it to the core of my soul.
We have been in reunion for 11yrs, and still the woman gave birth to her feels she has no right to say " Hey what are we doing for your birthday?"
I've sent parcels and she has txted to say she loved them and thanks. It should be enuough for me but its not. I just want the day to be over so its not her birthday anymore.
I still want to run away from it all. Sometimes it was easier prior to reunion...not that I would swap what we have now...but in some ironic ways it was easier. At least I knew where I stood.
I'm so sad today.
Susie

[Blessed2x.]

Susie,

I'm so sorry that you are sad today!! In a way, it's your day too!! I don't have an answer, but I hear you!

B.

[Mommy24]

((((susie)))) I understand!

[Patty-cake]

My daughter turns 37 tomorrow. Her first 3 birthdays after reunion were easier than the 33 prior because at leastI knew that she would be celebrating with her husband etc. This week or so however I have been really down also. Hopefully after tomorrow is over I'll feel better for a while. I hope you do too Susey.- Patty

[Blessed2x.]

I'm sorry you are feeling sad, Patty. As an adoptee, I know I would feel good on my birthday knowing my bmom thought of me too Please take care!

[susieloo]

Thanks for your thoughts blessed.
Patty I think its just what happens to us and its good that we can recognize it.
I spent a nite with her a couple of nights ago...we bought our dinner and watched a dvd together. It was nice and i was humming again. Its when we are apart for longer periods of time that all my self doubt starts creepng in.
Wow thirty seven...how is ur reunion going...Love to here
susie