[rbjay]

KBJ:

I am sorry that such a cool day as this would cause you such sorrow. Today is a beautiful little 15 yr old's birthday that I do not get to celebrate personally with her. I think about her more than just this day and pray for the fact that in 3 years she will want to know me. I wish that a hug could travel the internet so I could help you any way that I could. I'm sure wherever she is she thinks about you and its not what you think. From an birthmother's view, there is a pain of having to give up such a wonderful gift . But, in any circumstances, we just want to do the best thing for you and we really do love you. I still to this day think what would have been..... If only i had.... But, then I see what my life was like then and what happened through the years I am glad she was safe and with a very loving family. I know I am not your actual birthmother. But if it will help you, because on this day you have helped me, I can answer any question or just a friend I'm here.

Thank You.

[kbj11]

I just want to say thankyou for making me feel a little better. Its people like you that make people like me wish we could find ourbirthmothers. Im not all that sure that my mother wants to find me because I cant find her. Now that I have my own child it makes it hard to understand why she wouldnt want to find me. I understand why she gave me up and have no hard feelings at all. I have the best parents a person could ask for but I just feel like something is missing( I just want to know) ya know? With my birthday just around the corner I feel more and more??????I dont even know the word for it I guess sick! I always had the feeling that on my 18th b-day she would find me then it was my 19th then my 20th and know ill be 25 I dont think I can keep looking, it just takes so much out of me So anyway I wish you the best and I hope that you find your daughter in 3 years, she would be very lucky to have a person like you in her life. Dont you wish you could just scream from a moutian IIIIIIIIIII LOOOOOOVE YOUUUUUUUU!!!!

your friend (any time)
KATIE

KBJ11@comcast.net
Id love to hear from you!

[blankenb4]

I think about my birth daughter every day of the year, hoping that she is healthy and well adjusted. I thank God everyday for finding her loving adoptive parents. I heard yesterday from the agency that they were estatic to have her. On Jenny's birthday, I take the day to reflect on my decision of so many years ago. I would love to meet her.