[eyejustam]

I Hope Everyone Has A Great Memorial Day Weekend. There Is So Much
Happening In My Life Right Now That I Don't Know Where To Start.
Sunday May 25 Is The Anniversary Of The Death Of My Son Kevin Ryan.
It Has Been 22 Years Since His Death And Yet It Feels Like
Yesterday. He Was Such A Beautiful Little Chubby Ball Of Sunshine.
Today He Would Have Been A Very Handsome Young Man. I Share This
Here Because I Have No One Else To Share It With. No One Else Wants
To Hear It. It Means Nothing To Anyone But Me And His Firstmother.
And I Can't Reach Out To Her Because I Don't Know Who She Is. Please
Pray I Make It Through Another Anniversary Of Loosing My Son.
My Husband Has Now Developed Pneumonia. He Is At Home Being Treated
With Antibiotics And Prednisone And His O2. Praying That It Doesn't
Cause Any More Damage To His Severely Damaged Lungs.
My Oldest Daughter Is Leaving Her Husband Tomorrow. For Good. They
Have A 3.5 Year Old Son. She Was Home From Work Last Week And A
Sheriff Knocked On The Door. He Was Delivering Forclosure Papers On
Their House. My Dd Knew Nothing Of This Since Her Husband Was The
One That Pays The Bills. Then The Late Notice For The Car Came, As
Of Tomorrow It Will Be 2 Months Behind. He Still Hasn't Told Her
Anything About The House. She Has No Idea What He Did With Their
Money. He Hasn't Been Paying Their Bills. She Gets Her Check Direct
Deposited Into Their Account. She Spoke With The Bank Today And The
Lady Told Her To Call Them At 7:30 In The Morning And They Will Do A
Transfer From Their Account To Her Personal Account And Then They
Will Change The Password So That He Can't Go Online And See It Before
It Is Complete. She Is Only Taking Her Paycheck, Not His. I Am Sad
For Them All As She Is A Child Of Divorced Parents. But I Reminded
Her To Look At How Good She Has Turned Out. She Was Not Raised The
Way Her Dh Was Raised. We Pay Our Bills On Time Not When They Are
Coming To Cut Things Off. She Is Upset Because She Fully Trusted Him
To Pay The Bills. Their House Payment Was 5 Months Behind. Together
They Make Good Money. It Makes No Sense. Please Pray For All Of
Us. I Know There Is A Reason For All Of This. We Will Get Through
All Of It. Oh And My Dd And My Grandson Are Moving In With Us. So I Will Be Moving Things This Weekend Too. Sorry So Long, But I Just Need To Get It Out. Thank You All For
Being Here And Listening.
The Good News Is "a" Reached Level 5 In The RTC And Comes Home For Good In 13 Days. Thank God!

[aspenhall]

SO SORRY Susan!

Have you tried using a "search angel" on these forums to get free help finding his bmom?

Could that be cathartic for you somehow?

Feel free to always vent here...and try to let all your other distractions help you to focus on other things liek prepping for your dd and also A to come home...

I can't even imagine your pain, but I can feel it and your frustration in your words.

[Sissy22]

helping my former foster child and her baby move into their 1st apartment !!!!!!!