[glori7458]

April 28,1975 my son was put up for Adoption thru LDS social Services in Salem,Oregon.April 28,2003 he turned 28.I have been looking consistantly for over a year.It was sporadic before because I didn't even know if he survived birth.Last year I finally found out that he did live.
I was sixteen and lived in Idaho when I found out I was pregnant.My mother sent me to live with my father in Oregon.I was already scared and depressed because of being young and pregnant.But my mother didn't know that she was sending me to live with the crazy man that sexually abused me for 7 years.That intensified my depression.The Doctor had me on Tranquilizers(per my father).I was a wreck.A short time later I got toxemia and was really sick.
My son was born 2 1/2 months early.I was put to sleep so I never knew anything.I never got to see or hear him.All I knew was that he had alot of dark hair and that he was in distress during birth.
Not a day has gone by that he wasn't on my mind.My heart hasn't been complete.I won't be complete until I meet him.Most people in my family have passed away by the age of 52-56.And I'm now 45.I scares me that I will never get to meet him.I don't want to intrude in his life.Its totally up to him what kind of relationship we have.I would also like him to meet his half brother and 2 sisters
I am disabled,so I don't have the money to do one of those expensive searches.Please help me find my Birthson......