[emmacj]

She did look at me that way! I sent away for some information from the agency, my original birth certificate, and copies of interviews that my birthparents had, and I found this:

"What is the extent of contact the mother had with child in hospital? : I saw the child in hospital twice & held her for quite a long period of time. I love my child as any mother would and feel glad that she was healthy & beautiful."

I don't even know what to say, I feel so much at peace with this now. So many issues have arisen since, but this is exactly what I needed to hear. It was in her handwriting, she wrote it, she felt it. I cant believe it, I can't stop crying! lol

- Emma

[NanieB44]

Time got away from you and you didn't respond to her last letter for four years...am I correct? And you never heard back from her?? Have you done anything to reach out to her again since your post? Maybe you are both so afraid of rejection that it is preventing you both from moving forward. Is that possible?

Wishing you blessings & peace