[BeckyBoodls228]

My husband and I just found out that I will probably not have any biological children because of my PCOS. I know God has greater plans, and we have JUST started the adoption process -- he have an "interest/educational meeting" on September 15.

I'm really not sure what else to pray for other than wisdom, guidance and for His plan to be apparent to us. I feel like we've been trying to conceive for so long (two years... our entire marriage) and His will has not been clear. I feel so lost, and that desire to have a child leaves me feeling empty

[send-the-latter-rain]

I know just how you feel. I have had PCOS for 13 years. I didn't know how much a blessing our oldest daughter was when we had her when I was still really young after her birth docs told me there would be no other children. We tried for 8 years before we had my now 3 year old daughter. I know the empty your are talking about. You miss someone so much that you have never met. God has taken us down the adoption road too. I know and my birth daughters are living proof that nothing is to big for God. When I gave it all to him even my obsessive behaviors and let Him work, things happened. Be it slowly, looking back I can see Him all over everything. I don't know His plan for you, but keep faith that what ever that plan is it is for your good, and for your happiness! (Jeremiah 29:11)