[msdizzydolores]

I have been through the ringer in the past year and half looking at different children and NEVER hearing back from their caseworkers. It makes me feel like something is wrong with me that I am trying to choose older children I could love, nurture and raise, and I nor my caseworkers hear anything back about anyone.

Over the past year and a half I have literally requested information and sent my profile to caseworkers of 100+ kids and I just can't take it anymore.

So I am asking for help with a letter to send to my agency to close my file. I want to have children so bad and this process has made me cynical it will even happen. I'm tired of getting my hopes up when I do get a call about a child I've never inquired about, and then when I call to check on my status, we never get any feedback or responses.

I can't do this anymore. I'm sick of crying, preparing my house and my heart and then things fall through.

I need a letter to send to my agency to close my file. Can anyone help? Thank you!