Happy 26th Birthday Son
Happy Birthday son. Another year without you in my life. All of your birthdays have been bad, but this one, without your Grandpa here to talk to me on this day, is hitting hard. I can remember last year calling him for support on your birthday.
I know I say this every year but I love you so much. There is a hole in my heart just waiting to close. I get to thinking of how short life really is, and that I have already gone 26 years, and to think I may never find you is such a hard concept to grasp for me. But it may be true.
I wish you love and happiness and all the best. Not just today but every day, and I hope you know this.
~My beautiful baby boy. Forever I carry you in my heart and in my memories. Know that you were not unloved or unwanted, for I would have sold my soul to keep you if I could have. I won't stop searching...