[MyCatharsis]

Another year passes and I still keep you so close to my heart. It will never change until the day I take my last breath. I always wonder if you know you were adopted. I don't think you would unless they told you. Things come back to me that make more sense with age and wisdom. They, your Aparents went thru so much trouble to find someone ethnically fitting. I don't know if that's a real word or not but it's true. I do remember Lisa (she called herself) saying they turned down many girl's back in 1985 because they weren't European enough. And when I finally met them at the hospital, I was stunned to see how her and her husband (Richard) resembled your father and me. Especially him, same coloring with the dark shiney hair and the eyes and he was as tall your dad too.
I hope one day you may get an idea and search here. And see your birthday posted all over and read all my words from the day you turned 18. I couldn't look for you until then actually I think I started at 17 on forums. My email remains the same. Happy birthday Nicky, I love you. Be safe and may God watch over you and keep you safe.
Mom...

[Carys]

Sorry to make your heart beat as you get notification that this comment is here. I had written a Dear Mom letter 5 years ago and you had made a comment a couple years ago about searching for your son. My heart broke as I see each year 3/21 you have posted something for him. I know you search for him in the sea of faces. I hope for you a happy ending.