[depressedmother]

I would like to thank all of the mothers that responded to my article. I finally decided that this will be the only time my child will be as one and there for I am going to carrie the pregnancy full-term, because either way I'm going to hurt for giving up my own blood. But I guess its the best thing for the child since my daughter and I are barely making it right now. I'm living in a motel with my little "mini me" and even though its rough, we still have eachother and it would even be harder bringing a beautiful baby into such a room. I believe deep down inside my baby deserves the best and unfortunately I can't give it that. I have no kind of income so right now I'm going to treasure these last months with little one and hopefully in the future I will see my child once again. Open adoption is the best I think so that I can leave my door open and a trail for my little one to find me. Hopefully this is the best decision I made my whole life. And with the support from everyone in here I think I can make it. Thank-you all

[jolin4utopia]

I can only guess how difficult this situation must be for you. You are such an awsome mommy, you are doing the best that you can and still trying to do whats best for you, your baby and your daughter. Things will start to look up,the states have excellent programs that watch your children whileyou go to work or school.You can make it. If you are still considering adoption then I have the number to LDS adoption services. They are excellent because they help you make a decision that is best for you. If you are considering parenting your baby then they will help you make a budget and find ways to raise the baby. If you choose adoption then they will help you with counseling for as long as you want. On this board we would love to give you any support that you need. The phone number for the adoption agency is 1-800-537-2229 and the web site is www.itsaboutlove.org. Good luck and keep your chin up, remember that you are a beautiful daughter of God, inside and out.