[jamilahlashwe]

I just arrived to GC this early afternoon (2nd visit trip). The foster family and facilitator were supposed to be here at 5 p.m. with my baby. I am not 100% sure,but I think our FF is a cab driver, so apparantly they drove in a taxi and I think it's theirs. It was already almost 30 minutes past 5 when the facilitator called me and said, that police stopped them and wanted to see the taxi and car papers and that they will be little late. Another 45 minutes and he calls again, saying, that now they want to see the adoption papers for the baby in the taxi (OUR baby!!!!!). So they were showed whatever papers the FF had on her and they wanted to see all the legal adoption papers. So they called the lawyer and he is getting that to them. I don't know if they are at the police station or on the street or where. Facilitator says not to worry, that if police sees a baby in a taxi, they always check the papers. In light of what happened with the papers police "wanted to see" - and then took away - at Casa Quivira, I am about to hang myself here. How much more of this I can take I don't know. I feel like I am being punished for something.



Jamila

[CEB]

Hoping you are holding your little one in a few minutes. I know your stress level must be off the charts right now. Please let us know when you get him.

[Quesita]

Oh no. Please try to be calm. We know that when he is in your arms, you will feel so much better.

I am so sorry you are going through this.

When he gets there, try to take a minute to let us know that everything is ok.

Sending you hugs.

[StefB]

I'm visualizing the baby being handed to you. We're with you.

[daynesmom]

OMG, I hope that he is with you as I am typing this. Please stay strong and know that everything that is being done is for the safety of everyone!!!!!

Praying for you...

[Ms.Judi]

Praying that your little one is in your arms very soon safe and sound. HUGS!!!!

[neenasee]

I can feel your anxiety right now. Try and remain calm. I am sure you will be holding your baby very soon. Please send us an update as I know many of us will be thinking of you. (((((HUGS)))) hang in there.
Nina

[ColumbusMom]

Hugs...be strong...I will say a prayer for you! This is so stressful but I know you can do it! Look how far you have come! Susan

[maccafan]

Oh Jamila, I can only imagine how sick with worry you must be. I am praying that this is just a short delay, and that you'll be holding your baby in a few minutes. Try to breathe, and know that we're all sending you positive thoughts.

[isabella123]

I'm praying for you and your little one. Please keep us updated.

Have a wonderful visit with your sweet boy!!!



Julia

[mi_amiga]

Jamila, I'm praying for you and I know everything is going to be ok. Please post when you know something.

-Jaimee

[kristinc]

I pray everything will work out. I am sure it will.

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your little one.

Kristin

[DeeVee]

Praying for you and your little one. Please post and let us know when your baby and FF arrive. (((hugs)))

[guatemama94]

Jamila, I'm so sorry to hear this! I'm saying prayers for you now! Hang on and try to be calm.

[jamilahlashwe]

I just talked with the facilitator. He said they took FF and the baby with another woman who works with the facilitator to the police station. The police wants to see more documents. The facilitator is working with the lawyer on it. He said I will see them tomorrow. I think I will never see my baby again.

Jamila