[mama5jim]

We are all with you. My other 4 children laugh at me all the time. I too hear the phone ringing when it is not. I check my e-mail and the forums many times a day.(too many to tell) Think about what good it would do if you give up. (none) It won't prove anything right or anyone wrong. Listen to those of us who know what you are going through not people who don't and can't have a clue. Yesterday my Dad ask me if I heard anything from the PGA? The PGA That's golf!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had to laugh. But honestly,only you know how much your body and your stress level can take. I'm praying for you.
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[shaynadam]

I think what gets to me the most is when people constantely ask me "did you hear anything today"? I finally told our familes, when we hear something, so will you....I hate to be a bi*ch, but it makes all the negative emotions come back when I have to tell them "nothing"!!!!