[dj29again]

I have two bio and no fertility issues and don't have that feeling. BUT while I am adopting I have weird dreams like...while I am heading into PGN I'll have dreams that I am having contractions. Or I'll have dreams that I am nursing my adopted baby etc. It is possible though that you could adopt and decide to have a bio child too if that is an option to you..

[JLStoltzie]

Thank you all for sharing. It's nice to see where everyone came from. We had trouble getting pregnant but it wasn't severe. We did a couple IUI's and some meds to increase my egg count and that didn't work. I had a hard time dealing with that all, especially while on meds. The whole time we were trying IUI's all we talked about was adopting. I'd love to go back and get that money back, that is for sure.

I was always worried I'd yearn for pregnancy though. Although, I am sure I will again and did year for it up until the referral. I don't know what happened, but it was very unexpected. I looked at my baby and I didn't year for "pregnancy"...I just wanted her. I actually have talked to DH about it and told him am I bad for trying to get pregnant for a year and now I'm secretly hoping it doesn't happen. I'd love for it to happen a year or two from now (not that it probably will), but right now I just want to focus on my daughter, this adoption, bringing her home and when she gets her giving her my 100% attention.

Weird for me....I though it would take years for that desire to go away. Who knows maybe it will come back a couple months when she is home. Although, I have so many hopes now for my future family and all my "envisioned" children are adopted. I love it too! I've never been so excited about how wonderful and fulfilling my life will truly be.

All I know is ALL of us with adopted and bio children are blessed!!!

Jenny