[mandiedandie]

For those who were waiting to hear about what happened, we didn't get the call that we were chosen, but I feel kind of relieved that we didn't because after thinking and considering the situation, we didn't feel as comfortable as we did initially. It just didn't feel right for us...the right time, the right situation...BUT...I am glad that this happened so I could feel the freak out that will ensue when we get the next call, which may be THE call and THE situation for us and THE BABY!! so I will know how to reassure myself about my parenting skills and how I will handle it. Thanks everyone for reassuring me...I will get to a point where I can reassure myself about most everything and every post you see from me won't be..."does anyone else go crazy when..." Hehe, thanks again.

[SupaModel]

Originally Posted by mandiedandie

For those who were waiting to hear about what happened, we didn't get the call that we were chosen, but I feel kind of relieved that we didn't because after thinking and considering the situation, we didn't feel as comfortable as we did initially. It just didn't feel right for us...the right time, the right situation...BUT...I am glad that this happened so I could feel the freak out that will ensue when we get the next call, which may be THE call and THE situation for us and THE BABY!! so I will know how to reassure myself about my parenting skills and how I will handle it. Thanks everyone for reassuring me...I will get to a point where I can reassure myself about most everything and every post you see from me won't be..."does anyone else go crazy when..." Hehe, thanks again.

Hey let me know when you get to that point. I still trying