[medicpaige]

I have known all my life I was adopted. My imaginary friend as a child was an older boy I said was my brother, turns out I actualy have a biological brother 3 years my senior. I was raised as an only child and my adoptive mother turned out to have intense psychological problems so I never attached to her. I have a horrible need to know my birthfamily, when I think about it I feel a deep pited pain.
I have done a lot of leg work on my own, I have placed classified adds in the orland papers, gone through as many public records as I can. I have loads of non-id information, hospital, time of birth etc. But I have found all this to be useless information, I can't get anywhere without a name. I finaly hired a search company (PLEASE email me for information on this well advertised company if you are about to hire one!!!) and gave them a year. I had always had it in my mind that when I actualy hired a company I would reach the end of my search. Now I am so disheartened and I feel at the end of my rope. I don't have thousands of dollars to do this, I have a young baby and my husband is in the Army.
I was born in Orlando Florida through Children's Home Society. I need some more answers, there has just got to be a way to do this. Any support is welcome, thanks for taking the time to read my story.

[Kitti]

Hi,
I am searching for my daughter born in October 1983, I know by your profile you are not her but I wanted to let you know that things will be ok. There are many of us out there like you that are just trying to put the pieces together and fill the empty place inside. If you need someone to talk to , a sounding board or a shoulder to cry on feel free to leave me a message or drop me an email. Cheer up, this is a good place to find support.
Kitti