[Teekay74]

Our failed adoption was June 5. We experienced a great deal of sadness.Anger- more anger. Since then we have decided to change to international adoption. Which has kept me pretty busy. Well- We have kept the door closed in that adorable little boys room since he left us. Now we have family comming to live w/ us for a month- so it was time to clean out the room.Wow- Everything came rushing back to me. It was sooo sad(and I had thought I was over it)Packing all the stuff away. The little outfits he wore- the gifts everyone had bought for him. I had to put them in box- marked baby boy clothes. We are adopting from China.We will have a girl.I even wanted to call to see how he was doing. I quickly talked myself out of that. Our match was afriend of a friend. So- I get updates thru the grapevine. But I do not know if that is good or bad. I guess cleaning out the room is way of moving forward. Sorta like therapy. Thanks for listening. Tee

[meimaemomma]

Tee,
So sorry for your loss. Wishing you peace now and a lifetime of happiness with your child to be.