[A_mothers_love]

I have watched my fellow first moms come and go on this forum, some leave because of their pain, others because they are not allowed to voice their opinions. Through my time here I have healed, or thought I have, recently my emotions are ragged, I feel I messed up the most important thing in my life, meeting my son.I am afraid to post my feelings and thoughts, and do so with great trepidation. I will no longer cower and hide. I found several friends here that have helped me understand, you will forever be in my thoughts as I journey through life.
But as one of my threads stated, I cannot stand the pain.
All of you close to me will be in my hearts,
Good luck in your healing
Hugs
Melissa

[Andersen]

I was wondering how you think you messed up your meeting with your son. The whole idea of actually meeting my son is so surreal. Have you ever watched the movie, "The Other Mother"?
What a great movie-some I could relate to and some not but still a great movie. It shows the reunion and my prayer is that mine is awesome and soon but I know it is a very hard thing. How do we as birthmoms go about making the meeting everything it is supposed to be or that we want it to be?

[londar]

i saw the other mother on lifetime too. it is a great story. i know that when my daughter is old enough her aparents will be open to a meeting between us. i can hardly wait.