[lahdh4]

Right now, lately I have been flicking people off as I drive. Under the dash board so noone sees me but still........

I then took pen to paper and wrote on the most depressing poems I have ever written and it scared me.

[soprano]

Leigh,

The good news and the bad news is that you have company. The anger seems to ebb and flow, but can be overwhelming at times. My anger stems from frustration over my lack of control with communication options--my BD has cut me off from her and her family for 14 months and counting. I've had some very dark days. But it seems that if I just take it one breath, one hour, one day at a time rather than looking at the overwhelming amount of her life I'm losing [all over again], somehow I get through the days.

The folks that post here are very caring, and you have people that truly care about you here.

Hang in there,

soprano