[PrettyJester]

I really don't know what to do. I gave up my daughter 2 years ago and just found out that I am pregnant again. I tried attempting suicide in March, well, before the pg, but now I am scared that I will do something stupid to hurt this baby. I haven't even told my bf yet, because he is always gone! I don't have anyone else to talk to. Please give me some suggestions on how I should handle this.
thanks.

[girls3]

Please seek some help. And fast. I know how troubling this may be for you and you are reaching out for help. Please go talk to someone. Go to your local health dept. Are you going to have this baby or abort? Adoption? Why do you feel you will hurt this baby? Are there more issues in your life that are affecting your pregnancy?

Please feel free to PM me anytime I don't want you to do anything to yourself or the baby that would end in tragedy. Suicide may seem like the only way out but, it is not. It is a permanant solution to a temporary situation or problem? Are you in a abusive relationship? Drugs and alcohol involved? Whatever it is please seek the advice of a professional. Please. This is very serious.

Please let me know how you are doing.

[bromanchik]

I agree. Please call Community Mental Health through your county. You need to talk to a mental health professional who can help you sort through your feelings and perhaps get you some medication to help with your feelings of wanting to kill yourself. If you are having a hard time locating the office, pm me and I will help you.

[KellyStacy]

I feel for you don't you have anyone you can confide in? You need to talk to someone .Don't blame yourself things happen and they will have a way of working out.If you need soemone to email or listen you can pm me.Please do not do anything you will end up regretting.Please don't hurt yourself or you baby luckily you are posting on this forum -we are people who care.Please get some help -May God Bless You .

[PrettyJester]

I don't plan on doing anything to me or the baby. I am just incredibly scared at this point in time, because I haven't even told my partner that I am pg. I mean how does one broach the subject of pregnancy with someone when you used the patch, foam AND condoms??? I'm scared of how he will react and such. I have already contacted a couple of agencies, since I have posted this post and I hope that they may be able to help.

[KellyStacy]

It seems you took all the precautions but its not your fault this happened.Your partner should understand that much.I am sure you did not want to bring this all on yourself.I read your post previously and you said well before you find out you were pregnant you attempted suicide.I think maybe you need help the pregnancy is just adding to problems apparently that you were already expereincing.I am glad you are posting on this board as you can see we will try and help as much as possible.I know you must feel like everything is weighing on you which i am sure it is,but you really need someone to talk to and work through everything.If you need a friend you can pm me...I will listen -Please stay strong and pray God will pull you through this.God Bless

[laraine]

Hey. Try to remain calm. I am sorry you are in this situation. Nothing is worth taking any serious risks. You are upset, scared and doesn't sound like you have too much support. In time, you will recover just take it a day at a time.

What do you want to do?
How do you feel about giving up your baby girl in the past?

There are all kinds of resources around to help you including medicine management for how you feel.

Can you go to a obgyn and discuss it with her? Or a Doctor?

Hang in there, it may seem difficult to day but tomarrow is always different. Take care of yourself and the baby.

Laraine