[kadensmom]

Sometimes I wonder if I am!!!! Okay, get this. It's totally weird. I thought that I'd only see Kaden every four months. Wrong. I see him more often than some of my aunts and uncles. We live in the same city, but there's a river that divides it and he lives on the other side. What's the chance that I'd choose a therapist from a church in a suburb of Salem and find out that her office is only a couple blocks from the aparents house?? I HAD NO IDEA!!!!!!! And we go to the same church. I go to the 11:15 service, they go to the 9:45 service, but I see them every Sunday. I was certain this would not be a good thing, but yesterday when I visited, they said they'd see me at church tomorrow. The adoption agreement said I'd see him 4 times a year, I've seen him more like ten times since his birth!!!! I am completely convinced that this is the Lord's work because why else would everything go so wonderfully????? After reading all these awful adoption experiences, I was so scared that it would happen to me, but it hasn't!! This is truly a miracle! After enduring an emotionally beating for two months after Kaden's birth, Jesus picked me up and I am so happy!! Trust me ladies, things will get better, but trust that the Lord will help you and great things will happen!