My Beautiful Baby Boy
The one thing I always wanted most in life, was to have a baby boy. I'm so sorry I placed you, everyday there's increased feelings of regret. It just wasn't the right time for us to be together. I miss you more with every waking moment. Endlessly empty... so hollow and bitter I've become. I never expected adoption to destroy me like it has. So filled with blackness, this heavy heart hangs with loneliness. I miss you, my son. But because you're living a great, happy, healthy life with all your desires and needs... I am content to live this way. For you, I would do anything. Love is selfless. When you love someone, it doesn't matter how bad you hurt, as long as your loved one is happy. Please never forget me. I will never forget you. The way I'd play with your feet when you pushed my belly. Our connection and bond was so strong, and you weren't even born yet. I love you so much my dear boy...