[smokeegyrl]

My daughter with big brown eyes and darkest of dark brown hair close to black, I never wanted to give you up; it took me more than 30 days. I went back to get you because I changed my mine but they already took you. It was a family from Nebraska, him being black and she white. They were radio hosts and were planning to move to California. I was told this by a social worker named Mrs. Richardson. They talked me into giving you up for adoption. I celebrate your birthday every June by saying a prayer and hope that one day I will see you again. Your baby face is still etched into my brain. I loved you then and still love you now more than ever. They were going to change your birth date up to 3 days prior or after. They may have told you, you were born in California so you will not find me. Because of the way I felt at the time of adoption, they wanted to make sure I didn't go back to get you and they were right because I did just that. I love you so much!!!