[Adotionblessing]

Well its official on Monday a hearing will be held to see if the foster parent can block the adoption plan , I feel like i am going to loose it this has been a long and emotional journey and right when he was coming she decided to block the move . I know I am suppossed to not feel resentment but I do , she knew that he would only be there untill paperwork was completed . Please pray for me and him cause I dont even have words to pray anymore.

[paperchasingmom]

Please know how very sorry I am to hear of your situation....it saddens me to think of this horrific scene....for I too, have a friend in another country who is my adopted child's "foster mother" till our adoption is approved....and every day I worry more and more because I see the attachment she has with our daughter....

Don't worry that you have no more words to pray....I was like that the other night and just fell to my knees praying by my bed, in our baby daughter's room, with her empty crib beside me, crying, and telling God I just didn't understand what all this meant, this journey He has me on....that I had no more strength and no words to mouthe, just hurt in my heart....

For like yours, our adoption too is dragging on, worrying us every day until we realized we just have to let it go and Let God take control....right now it feels like God is not taking control, but He is....just TRUST, blindly trust our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ....

Keep the faith--remember, faith is what you have when NOTHING makes sense....and right now NOTHING is making sense in your case and that's why faith is perfect for this....you don't need faith when everything is perfect, you need faith when it's not....

Be strong, but understand, you can be weak and let it all out and cry and beg God to take away your fear and to give you peace, his blessed peace which passes all understanding....

We will pray mightily for you, the baby, and the foster mother....

God will see you through this....I know He will....

Let us know how you're doing!!!

Blessings,

Melody