[jcglover]

WOW! This is freaking me out so bad!! I was adopted through CSS in 1970 Pontiac, MI. I thought life was difficult when sometimes it's hard to look in the mirror and wonder who you look like, how about now...??? Looking in the mirror and wondering if you've spent your entire life celeabrating your birthday and living a life of certian age and NOW... you look in the mirror and you realize your entire life could be nothing but lies.

I went to CSS years ago when I found out I was unable to have children and was going to adopt. But when I went to one of their meetings the stress they put on you to keep continueing contact with birth family while you raise their child was more than I wanted. I went for an international adoption and couldn't be happier. My son is 7 and is just the best thing since sliced bread. But their tune was so different than what I read here... SCARY!!!!! I'm VERY ANGRY!! And discussted this is suppose to be a agency that helps people NOT destroy them!!!