[azdaisy74]

Well they finally came yesterday. I took them straight into my bedroom and stared at them for a long time. She is very pretty w/blonde curly hair. She has a cute simle. Amom also sent a note telling me how she is doing. She is in preschool and is learning her ABC's and 123's. She loves to swim and loves to play w/her big brother(also adopted).

The strange thing is the emotion that came over me as I looked at this pic's. Normally I am very excited when they come. This time I became strangely depressed and moody. I hid in my bedroom most of the night and went to bed early. Today I am still depressed and very irritable. I cant figure out why I am so depressed.

[Cassidys_Momma]

When I got pictures from my daughters parents after not seeing her for a year, I cried when I looked at them. I was so sad for such a long time afterwards. I don't know if it was because I usually only get to see her in pictures... and I wait for so long to see them. I get depressed because I now feel like I should have her here with me. Her sister should have the chance to grow up with her. It's a hard thing. I hope you are doing better!

((hugs))