[Monster]

Hello everyone,

I need a good vent not related to this forum but i have noone to really talk to.
So Friday night i caught my partner sleeping with another women Im so hurt and angry he has been a really great support in my life we were so close and so happy well so i thought, I cant belive another person in my life has betrayed me once again, I know life is not over and there are plenty of good men but this is the one i saw spending my life with i shared things with him i never did another sole. He has called cried he loves me he wish he could take it back he was drunk and never wanted to hurt me this is not like him to do something so stupid in a way i think it was a blessing, but how do i heal from this hate and anger sadness in my heart. bla bla bla. I cant take it Girls i cant who dose he think he is to do this i was faithful honest supportive and loveing why or how did this happen. What steps do i take now. I am independent didnt loose much other then my best friend and my love. I have decided to work more save up and move away from this pergatory i live in here its been nothing but failures and heartbreak since i moved here i want out and away i want a new life where i can start fresh no anger no sadness noone to judge till after they get to know me. A new life for my new year. sorry long just need a friend. AAAAHHH. Its as if im not suppose to be happy and constanly punished for someone or something i was in my past. **** IT IM A GOOD PERSON!!!

[SuddenlySusan]

I'm so sorry, Monster... I've been there, and it STINKS!

Just wanted to let you know that I hear you...I really do...

Hugs,
Susan

[quantum]

((((((monster)))))))

[Monster]

Do you see everyone where i get my name why i call myself monster its not that i am one its the one that has seem to follow me around since i was afraid of him under my bed AAAAAARRRRGGGG. Im so freakin hurt how can this be another man another loss for me!!!! I dont want to be a victim anymore..My poor little heart is broken once again..

[-maggie]

I am soooo sorry your going through this! I wish I could reach through the screen and give you a big hug..... you don't deserve this!

[bromanchik]

I am so sorry for these losses you are facing. I hope you find a place that offers promise.

[kakuehl]

Hugs, my dear. You are in my prayers.

[chickymum]

Oh sweet girl. You must feel like s#!$ right now. I am so so so so so so sad for you. I am like you and I would move as far away as you can from this person. He is only going to be a reminder of the loss that you have suffered in the past. If he does do it again then you will be forced to go through this over and over again. You deserve to be with someone who loves you! Not someone who would hurt you. Sorry I hate cheaters.