[Janeytwo]

Dear Kathy,

What you said about "going and back and forth" how true that is! I feel like a tennis ball. Today I am upbeat and strong but I know in about an hour I'll be crying again. That is okay though...I guess....right? (smiling here. my husband is beginning to seem a little scared of me, like he's not sure whether to hug me or go outside and mow the lawn for six hours). You know what? I'm not sure what to do with me either right now.

And accepting ourselves for who we are and who we aren't........you are right. Without that, we can't accept anyone else.

By the way, I too am glad you went to seminary and learned all of this for the rest of us. That must've been quite an experience.

Lots of hugs your way!

Janey