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Originally Posted By Mary - Ann

I haven't been to this sight before.
But glad I found it I have been reading through some of your messages. Its joshua my birthsons first birthday this May. The adoptee family are sending up a video for me. I still remember the day he was born I didn't cry I just felt really happy and protective of him. I was in the hospital for two days but mainly the mid wifes took care of him. I gave him cuddles and my family and friends would visit during that ten days he was left at the hospital he was so little and always asleep and didn't understand anything. It really helped having people around while I was making this decision. I think signing the papers was the most emotional thing I did, IT SEEMED SO FINAL. There are lots of things I can be thankful for. John and Karen his new parents and me and my sister we took him to the pools and big gardenz show with them. What was quite amazing she had the same occupation as me. They live far away it takes 2 days drive or 2 hours in an airoplane. Do you ever feel like you don't see him enough. Yes.

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Originally Posted By Jennifer

I hope Joshua has a happy birthday. His birthday may be an emotional day for you. You may want to be around your friends and family to help you out if you need it.