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Hi, um....My sister Meghan(full blood)lives close by, and, and, um, oh boy. I have....the means to contact her,or her family. I was flipping through the papers for my provate adoptiong, and, My maternal Grandmother was on something for my release at the hospital, and it gives her number at the time of my birth. I want to..risk this and call the number. I know she may have moved. But, if she still lives there....oh, the things she could tell me! she'd know where my mother is, how she is, if she's married, if she has kids. Im terrified and excited. I could write my sister a letter, call her....maybe meet her. My parents know her family, through an old friend, and oh my goodness. I could do what i have drempt of all my young life. Though,. i mean, if she doesn't live there.....i don't know. will i be hurt? most deffinately. What should i do? do i close the book,and never follow through? im nervous, but wanting to do it. what...is the best thing for me? i know its my descision, but unbiased advice would be welcomed.

Chrystal