[loveccl]

I just realized that I have been stalking these pages on the adoption forums longer than most. I know I come and go get mad leave...life gets chaotic...I get busy...life turns a little dark and I come back for a hug. Its funny because through everything I know since Sept 2002 I have always had a constant home here. There are still a few old faces and some faces that have changed names over the yrs. I started out here bickering my point with Court about belief in self vs belief in god and that also included a heavy dose of respect for each other. It all included how to deal with loss and pain and regret and anger and moving beyond the darkness.

I have done a ton of healing and growing since I first joined. Sept 2002 I realized it was ok to still hurt. I was NOT crazy.

So hello new and old...I am just Loveccl...one of the very old :-)

[Jackiejdajda]

I am old.. and I like it.

Jackie