[MommyOfBlake]

After I gave birth to my daughter, I did hold my baby. I did for 3 days straight. I had the time in the hospital to spend with her. The a-mom was in there while giving birth to Mayci(that's what I named her) She was so happy that I wanted her in there with me. I told her I didn't mind if the a-dad came in, but he didn't because he had to work early in the morning. I have pictures of her in the hospital and they send me pictures and letters every 6 months. So, I'm happy about that. I love them so much. I know she is very well taken care of. Everytime they write me a letter they tell me that they think of me everyday and that they love me so much. They can't have children of their own. So, it made me happy to make them happy. But anyway, after the third day when I went home, they took her with them from the hospital. I broke down as soon as I saw her go. But it was the best thing to do for me and for them. I have a 3 year old son now. He was 15 months when I had Mayci. My son's father doesn't help me and Mayci's father wouldn't have helped. But the funny thing is is that he is now dating someone with a baby and said he couldn't handle one of his own. Mayci will be 2 years old in May. He makes me sick. I know if he would've helped me with Mayci, that I would've kept her. But since I had no help, I couldn't. Well, that is my story. If you have any comments, you can email me at: tricia626@aol.com. Thanks for your time in reading my post

[MommyOfBlake]

[quote]Originally posted by MommyOfBlake
[b]After I gave birth to my daughter, I did hold my baby. I did for 3 days straight. I had the time in the hospital to spend with her. The a-mom was in there while giving birth to Mayci(that's what I named her) She was so happy that I wanted her in there with me. I told her I didn't mind if the a-dad came in, but he didn't because he had to work early in the morning. I have pictures of her in the hospital and they send me pictures and letters every 6 months. So, I'm happy about that. I love them so much. I know she is very well taken care of. Everytime they write me a letter they tell me that they think of me everyday and that they love me so much. They can't have children of their own. So, it made me happy to make them happy. But anyway, after the third day when I went home, they took her with them from the hospital. I broke down as soon as I saw her go. But it was the best thing to do for me and for them. I have a 3 year old son now. He was 15 months when I had Mayci. My son's father doesn't help me and Mayci's father wouldn't have helped. But the funny thing is is that he is now dating someone with a baby and said he couldn't handle one of his own. Mayci will be 2 years old in May. He makes me sick. I know if he would've helped me with Mayci, that I would've kept her. But since I had no help, I couldn't. Well, that is my story. If you have any comments, you can email me at: tricia626@aol.com. Thanks for your time in reading my post