[indogo]

i remembered today that i used to tell people joshua was at home...with my friend...i even believed that myself!!silly me.so then i darent go home..cos in the back of my mind i knew he was gone.....

where did i stay??i dont know.i remember going back to the house,it didnt even look like my house no more....

people found out i had lied,they beat me,said i lied so i must be guilty of hurting him.

i thopught-im only lying to me..silly!!the hits didnt hurt.nothing could compare to the pain of my house,my life being so eerily empty,as my heart was too.

but friends,which includes peeps here-you know who yoiu are-you have helped to fill that emptyness.i dont have to lie,i can talk about josh here-its normal-non judging.i appreciate that.


thankx

amanda
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[Volfe]

Hugs to you Amanda
What a songbird you are!
So unfair the road you've had before you but lead you further into happiness now i hope.

Hugs!

Maia

[indogo]

oh thankx-needed your kind words.thankx for holding my hand...

squeezy bear hugz


amanda
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