[candace_mandace]

Literally, I just wrote this at the top of my head. I was sitting here and thinking about my daughters.

Don't Ask Why

I thought of you yesterday, and I cried.
Someone asked if I was okay, and I lied.
It's been 4 years since I let you go,
And it still hurts more then anyone could ever know.
I lock my thoughts away deep inside,
The hurt and pain I try to hide.
For you are happy now, with your new mom and dad,
But the thought of you not with me makes me sad.
Today's another day, and I know I'll cry,
And if someone sees they're gonna ask why.
I'll wipe my tears and put a smile on face,
And tell them that you are in a better place.
Better then in my arms, better then with me,
It's just not fair, can't you see.
I never hurt you, I never could,
But there are parents out there who would.
Children dying because their parents are mad,
It makes me sick, it makes me sad.
I'm not like that but you were still taken from me,
Why couldn't DHS just let us be?
It's just not fair, and now I'm about ready to cry,
So, now you know so please..don't ask why!


I miss you Katelyn and Sarah!! RIP Caylee Anthony and to all the children who died because of their parents, caregivers! Pray for the children who are being abused and for the children who are taken away from parents who would never hurt them.