[kermit76]

why The Belly?
Why The Pain You Went Through On Account Of Me?
You Had A Choice And You Chose To Welcome Him In.
So Why The Nine Months Of Discomfort And Penguin Walks?
Why Did You Smoke Your Stress Away, And Allow Me The Urge To
Die With You?
Why The Poison You Drank Each Day To Drown Your Sorrows And
Your Fears?
So Why The Extra Luggage, When You Felt Whats In It Wasn't All
That Important To You?
You Must Have Been Taught Differently In School. You Didn't
See Anyone Else Looking Like A Balloon.
Did It Make You Popular?
Did It Make You Somebody?
Did It Make You Stick Out From The Rest?
Carrying Me Around Did All Those For You.
Why The Extra Insults From The People You Called, Friends?
Why The Embarrassment To Your Family?
Why The Embarrassment To Yourself?
Why Did You Have To Have Me?
You Brought Me Into A World Of Cruelty, Deceitfulness, Lies,
Lust, Hatred, Sin, Death, Murder, Corruption, Pollution, Rage, Envy,
Insanity, Drugs, Sluts, Gambling, Pre-marital Sex, Divorce, Poverty,
Jealousy, Suicides, Greed And Much Others For A Few Hours Of
What You Called Love.
Why The Chain You Grab Onto In Your Family Tree; Only To Show
Me How, With Out Ever Teaching Me?
Why The Belly?
Why Me?
Why Did You Bring Me Into This World With Out Ever Asking Me
If I Wanted Too?
Why Did You Strain Your Back, And Cry Your Eyes, And Sweat
Your Skin, All On Account Of Me?
Why Did You Clench The Rails, And Push Your Gut, And Lose
Your Breath, All On Account Of Me?
Why Did You Say You Loved Me, But Handed Me To Someone Else?
Why The Tears You Cried When I Went Away, But The Next Day
You Went On As If It Never Happened?
Why The Belly?
Why Me?
Was It All Just Because....
Or Was I Just A Mistake?

[kermit76]

EMAIL ME AT t_o_r_n_76@yahoo.com if youd like to see more

[candace_mandace]

I thought it was original. It's how you feel? Are you angry with your birth mother, for her putting you up for adoption? I'm a birth mother and I wanted my daughters but DHS, CPS in some states thought differently. It killed me the day I signed my parental rights away to my youngest 2 daughters. I'm still hurt from it today and it's been 4 years.

It's ok to be angry. Just let your feelings out.

Take care!

[kermit76]

Hows everyone doing?