[noahboy]

there are so many moments
i just stare in awe
so many minutes i can't beleive
just what i saw

you are so amazing
a gift from god above
i just don't quite understand
how to show you all my love

there is no way to explain the joy and wonder
that i feel
everytime i look at my life
and i realize that its real

it scares me to think
of how hard i tried to conceive
then i realize all i should have done
was hold my hands up and believe

thank god i never got pregnant
because then he would not have sent you to me
but some how he knew
just what was meant to be

right when i least expected it
i looked up and there you were
a tiny bundle sent right to me
a baby boy, a treasure

sometimes things in life
can be frustrating and sad.
but sometimes the road less travelled
is the best way you ever had.

I never dreamed I'd be blessed
after the years of struggle and of pain.
but i guess god had a plan
hidden beneath my shame

i love you noah.
you are a part of who i am
god molded you and shaped you.
and then delivered you by hand.

all that time i waited
all the tears and distress
but you are more then i imagined.
more then i would have guessed.