[Kamradt]

Hey
Im a teenage girl, adopted from india when i was a little baby. I never heard from my Bmum or seen her.
Most people dont understand me, how I feel, and why I have this empty space inside.
Here i wrote a poem, to explain:


People around me don’t understand
How can I miss a person who ive never seen
Its not that simple, and its never been
A person who gave me away
Without a letter and nothing to say
I try to explain,
but it cant be explained with words
And if I ever will succeed,
And write down why this,
an empty space
appears in the very body of mine
I won’t believe my written words
Cos’ ive been told that the words of the love
I search
hurts


Its been a while since ive been thinking
Its been a while since ive started missing
Ive never heard your voice or seen your face
Ive never felt your hands in mine
Ive never felt the warm of your body

I have thousands of questions
And a thousand of answers must be out there
But i am sure they will never reach me
Over here

I want you to see what i can
I want you to see what ive become
I want to know where im from
I want to know why i look like this
Why my face is formed as it is

I know you cared about me
I know you loved me
I know you did what was best
But i always wonder how you could be sure
That your soul and heart
Would ever again rest

I wonder if you think of me,
When i think of you
I wonder if everytime i cry a tear
You cry one too

I am not sure what life will bring
I am not sure if my dreams will ever come true
I am not sure what love can do
But one thing i am sure of
I dont know why
But deep inside
I miss you

[stinky_kitty]

That's very nice...I understand your feelings. ((hugs))

*N*

[mtlover]

Your poetry spoke to my heart... thank you!