[jennykj123]

I am a freshman in college, or should I say I have just failed all my classes and have had to move back home. I have hosptial bills I cant pay and two speeding tickets I cant pay, i also currently wrecked my car, and am going to have to pay back my father 4,000 dollars. I work with children and dont make much. I will be doing summer school. I feel like I have no real true friends, my parents lecture and i hate that. I have a curfew, and i have been out of the house now for a year. I have no real relationships with boys, they just use me, and all I want back is my boyfriend of 3 years. I feel like I am fat and I throw up my food, even though, it doesnt help much. I mean I am not obesse, but i want to be skinnier. Everything has been going wrong in my life for so long. I feel like if something else bad happens I am going to crack. Then...something bad happens over and over again. It feels good to be able to get all this off my chest. and yes I am adopted, and a huge piece of me is missing. I can not find her till she calls the same agency I called. I am scared she will never call. I hate not haveing someone to look like. Again thanks for letting my get this off my chest, hopefully things well get better...

[Cheryl62]

Oh Jenny -- it sounds like you are having a really difficult time. I feel for you. My oldest daughter's name is Jenny too, and she's only a couple of years younger than you. If you want to PM me, just for someone to talk to, feel free. Hang in there. Hugs...

[BeckyParadis]

hey Jenny. Im so sorry you are going through a difficult time right now. If you want, you can email me anytime to talk about things. I went through a ruff time when I was about 18. Just hanging out with wrong person, but with my moms love, I got through it. All you need is someone to talk to, and Ill be happy to email you or whatever.
Take care, Becky

[MuyLaBonita]

Jenny;

I am a freshman in High School and what you are going through is the same thing I have been going through. Life sometimes really blows and all you could hope for is friends to support you along the way. I know I am just words on the screen but I understand what you are going through. In the past I had a boyfriend for 5 years and I loved him so much, he was consuming me, I didn't care about anything else. I broke up with him and tried a lot of ways to make myself feel better. I sometimes hate the way I eat too. Once I got to High School I made some friends... 2 wonderful friends that love me for who I am. Jenny, even if it's just one that will listen to you and help you through this that you can trust trust them and they will care about you. I am glad that you posted about this and got it off your chest because it turns out that a lot of people DO care and will talk to you. I am here as well.