Interesting, Touching and beautiful stories...
Thanks so much for sharing your wonderful and for some of you, painful journeys. They are all so touching and enlightening...
I am sorry for those of you who have had painful times and infertility. It must be difficult at times... Yet, I appreciate your views on this subject...
I guess, for me, knowing that a pregnancy will not do me well (physically or emotionally...) , and Yet, I can still get pregnant and both baby and I would be healthy....but, would rather adopt..... This yearning to adopt won't quit either~I have always dreamed of adoption...even from a young age.......(Can't wait to have the little one home)
The issue I was trying to spark and may not have worded it is that DH says 2 kids, I crave more...... is that enough.... Which he is right in that 2 would be managable (since we travel on surfing trips a lot) but is two hectic enough... I love the idea of lots of beautiful children running around.. (infact, I nannied for a family of 6 ~5 bio (blond hair blue eyed and all short and Irish) 1 biracial domestic adopted handsome man, who is Tallere than his brother who is 2 yrs older.... for 8 years.. from 3 of them to 6 of them... it was awesome.
Not to mention the gaggle of grandchildren I would have in the way off future!!!
So I thought, hummm sick to think in the first place.... what if "I" selfishly sabotaged my birth control and planned an oopsy... I have been having dreams about being pregnant and loving it.......
BUT thank god the feeling passed last night with a nightmareish.... pregnancy!!!
Thanks for all your stories.... Julie