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replying to an adoptee
I read your post and I am crying.I needed that sooooo much!!! To many times i think people take for granted the pain that is endured when a child is left with someone.We have had our hopeful adoptive son for 4 months now.We were there for the delivery and every doctor's appointment.I cannot stress just how much we love this little baby he is our long awaited angel.....the birthfather is going back and forth with his decision.Right now he has decided to contest the adoption.He cannot possibly realize the hurt and pain this is causing.The everyday worry we carry with us.Looking into this precious baby's eyes and knowing that he could be taken from us is something we cannot even imagine.He has bonded with us and continues to be very close to our hearts.We thank God everyday he is with us.We do not know God's plan so far we had him for 4 months and we hope God will allow us to keep him forever.We cherish everyday and take nothing for granted.We have to be strong and just continue to keep loving him as much as we can that is the most important thing....i always asked myself would i do this all over again.Everytime i come up with the same answer....yes.The love for this baby is unbelievable ...
I want to thank you for your posting.I hope to have many angels come our way each adoption situation can be risky...I know in my heart this baby was placed with us for a reason and if it means for us to love him for a couple of months that is what we will do...i would never forgive myself if i did not take the risk....and one day God will give us our angel....
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