We were told this would happen - another potential placement has been presented to us (I knew this young lady several months ago and we'd lost contact. She was lead back to me by a friend of a friend of a family member who never knew we already knew each other. I can't help feeling that is some kind of sign). The due dates are within a few weeks of each other.
I do not want to jeopardize the relationship and possible placement that we have with C. However, I do not want to turn away from the newest situation. I want to parent both babies. I know we can provide each of them with the love and attention they deserve. But, I also know the controversy surrounding artificial twinning.
I do not want any of this to take anything from C and the baby.
I am torn and feeling as if I cannot handle this decision. AUGH!!! I'm feeling ultra stressed. Thanks so much for listening!!!
