You are SO normal! I had a wonderful friend when my 2 bios were younger that I used to call and completely vent to. I would count the minutes until nap time and if the DH was 1 second late home from work I would implode. I loved them beyond words, but there was at least one point in most days that I questioned my sanity. Being a stay at home mom is the hardest thing I ever did (and the best thibg I ever did).
I don't feel quite so nuts now with my 1 and 2 year old. I attribute it to the fact that I'm older (senile
), I have the experience so I don't sweat the small stuff, and I am working....as horrible as it sounds it's a fact that about 6 hours a day I am interacting with other adults. Hang in there, come here often for support, and have a big supply of Mr. Clean Magic erasers
!!!!!