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Hi Jenna... I cannot begin to tell you how (sadly) your story sounds much like mine. In fact, had you not mentioned "boarding school", I would have thought I had written your post.
I've started writing in another Forum, Reactive Attachment Disorder Support Group. Many of the after-affects of being hurt, rejected & abandoned by the very people who should Teach us how to love, write and read messages from others who Understand the misunderstood.
There's a sick, twisted, demented pleasure knowing someone ELSE has had a hideous childhood, too... isn't it? Yep... I am the Double Jeopardy, Two-Time Loser who just can't get It right. "IT" being someone else's definition of who/what I was supposed to be. I am removed enough now to see, instead, I am far better and happier for being That Reject, so I can become my Own hero. ["Heroine", actually, but my anal gramatical ways sometimes get me in trouble, and some have thought Heroine is the drug, not the female hero, it actually is!]
Kerry
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