[lisam00]

Today is Ava's 6 month birthday. I woke up this morning feeling so sad that she isn't here with us yet. I can't wait to peek into her room and see her in the crib. I can't wait to push her around the neighborhood in her stroller. I can't wait just sit, rock her, and stare into her eyes.

I'm guessing that we're going to travel soon. As I think about how happy we'll be, I also think about the mixed emotions that her foster mom is probably feeling right now. I know that she will be happy for her to join our family but I also know that she will miss her very much. I think about Ava's birthmom and I pray that she is feeling peace regarding her decision. I think about Ava and how much change will come to her life soon. I pray that she will have an easy adjustment.

I'm thankful today that I live in a country where we have so much freedom. I'm thankful today that I am Ava's Mommy! I'm thankful today for the beautiful sunshine. I'm thankful for this forum and for all of you and the wonderful support!

God bless,
Lisa