[bnsheerose]

It seems that the only time that I hear from them is usually if I have called them to let them know my change of addy...etc. I have maybe called a handful of times over the years. Her mom tells me that they think of me, that they were meaning to get ahold of me, but yet they don't seem to do anything about it. I mean, it's not like this isn't important enough to take some time for! They have told me that she is so important to them, that she's their world, etc. They said they were afraid I can understand that!
This last spring, I married my b/f of 3 years (not her father). I now also have a 4-1/2 month old son (my only son). I cannot express the guilt I felt for wanting to be happy...when we started buying him things while I was pregnant, I just broke down. I love him and his father dearly. Sometimes, I am afraid that they think that now that I have him, I won't need her. I saw them briefly in December, for the first time in
Some days, I actually want to scream..."how dare you treat me like this?!?!"...I don't; but I feel it. I am trying very hard to sort this all out rationally, but there are days that my emotions get the better of me. I appreciate your response; thankyou!!