Hi, Pucknstick!
I know your pain and what you are going through! My search led me to the graves of BOTH of my b-parents. Take it one moment at a time and remember to breathe. I know what it is like to grieve for lost dreams, hopes, and conversations that will never be. We are living an adoptee's worst fear and all we can do is reach out and pray that there is someone out there that understands our pain. I AM HERE FOR YOU AND I WILL HELP YOU THROUGH THIS! If you want you can e-mail me at
wingsofgab@yahoo.com. You are in my prayers!
Isabella