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Waiting
Many days have passed, and I await the next round of psychological warfare. My children are finally beginning to relax at home, I am trying my best to shield them from all of this unpleasantness, but they can sense the tension. One thing for sure, I have used the "lull" to further prepare, not waiting to be blindsided by another attack. I have been assured by an "insider" there will be more coming. The physical toll is noticeable, almost 3 jean sizes in about a month, the emotional toll is immense, I'm sure they count on this to keep you on the defensive and complacent. This brief time has been sufficient though, I am no longer in a panic mode, able to think and react in a more sensible and logical way. I truly thought I would go crazy, thinking they were going to show up at any moment to seize my children. Luckily my Business has improved and by keeping busy I don't dwell on the problems as much. I probably owe a few an apology for sounding like a lunatic, others who have faced the possibility of losing their children will understand. No matter what happens, I am going to fight them, and when this is over, I shall take the time to try and sort out all the facts, what worked and didn't work, things I learned from research and lawyers. I am safe guarding all taped conversations etc and will try to contact State Representatives and any politician that will listen. America can not allow this to continue, our voices and those of our children need to be heard. Any changes can only begin when we, who have fallen victim, speak out. There should be no shortage of stories when there are 1.4 million familes a year faced with this same ordeal. God Bless
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