[HeatherDawn]

I am glad I read this today, Saturday marked the one month date of having to give back our baby girl. On this same day my sister rang me to tell me there was an 18 month boy who was here having surgery for a condition and they needed to find a family soon, there is much more to the story, but my husband and I didn't feel \100% because of this boys special needs, etc. I struggled with thinking maybe God wants us to do it and maybe we should, the bottom line there is already another family lined up, we close the door to this, but I am told another one will open, and this was a sure struggle. And it conjured a whole mess of feelings, so I know what you are going through...my DH was more of the decision factor on this situation also....good things for us are about to come, time is on our side.