Emster, I just wanted to give you some encouragement that you did the right thing. I know it was a hard decision to have to make. I've been there myself. We also want an infant. And, I felt the same way when we said no to possible matches that weren't right for us. I felt guilty for saying no. And like you said, if we are good Christians how can we say no. But if the situation isn't right for you, it's not fair to you and your husband, and the kids. The kids will find the family they were meant to be with.
I hope you feel better soon about this. You will bring home the baby that is meant to be with you. I will pray that you get a call soon from your agency with good news, and a better match for you. Do you mind if I ask how long you have been waiting? Try to stay positive! It will happen!
